Jenni Juulia
Spontanious, romantic weirdo
- description by my malefriend.

► bday 27/02/1994 (16)
► horoscope pisces
► local Somero, Finland
► hair black / dark blue
► eyes green

IRC-G / LJ / Daportfolio / Harhakuva

My father has this strong feeling that he was an indian in his former life. I'd suggest I was an apathetic ameba.
My folks are good people. They have been trying to teach me some manners, but I guess I just can't listen to them until the end of the sentence. I'm the baby of the family, I have a bigsister (22) and a bigbrother (19). My childhood was fine, awesome actually. I went to the zoos, theme parks and troupes. I guess I should be intact and happy person, even though I didn't get the name Sissi Julia, what still annoyes me.

I am a dreamer and a realist, pessimist until the end but still ready to try again. I disappoint and make disappointments. I keep on asking questions but I always skip the answers. I'm this fuckin' self-satisfied idiot and still I'm feeling myself so hollow. I might be a liar and a thief, but I love like hell and I always will.
I'm this mindlessly illogical so there has to be something logical - I'm incredibly obsessed and hypocritically narrow-minded, hard-nosed young lady, who is hurted and who hurts. I will never learn anything of my mistakes, I always find myself hacking my head against the wall.

I'm abstracted and a little passive with changes if I'm not interested about them. I make people cry and I lie a lot. I'm looking the world like through the lens, I'm cropping the picture 'cause I can't keep my focus on wholeness. I'm not that "living-in-a-moment" -person, I'm floating in my childhood trying to remember. My life is like theater.
I am the listener. I'm sensitive and I cry easily. I'm independent and foolish. I'm a condoner and a complier, I'm a forgiver and I get used to everything.

It looks like I'm happy and smiling person. I love colors, music, life and people around me. I'm interested in many things. I have a guitar. I read a lot of books and one of my dreams is to become a writer. I also want to base an coffee house to Paris and live there in the future. Those are only dreams - but I'm seriously trying to make those real.

I'm speaking finnish as my first language, english, french and a little swedish and deutch and even less of japan, spanish and estonian. I love to travel and I need new cultures, religions and people. I like the life in Finland but my heart is missing other continents I haven't seen yet. I was InterRailing at summer 2010 and visited Sweden, Denmark, Netherlands, Belgium, France and Germany. I've also been in Turkey and in Spain.

I want to be friends with everyone and I hate to be sixes and sevens with someone. I'm kind, loyal, funny and moving all the time. I'm messed up, I'm like everybody. I have my opinions and I'm filled with silent rebel. I have a lot of crush-ons but I have been in love only once in my life. I have no outlines, I am a surrender, implorer, bad at losing. I'm filled by nightmares, secrets, hideouts and lust. And I'm just waiting for someone to take all these things out of me.